the words

today i received a call from a friend ive known for the past 7 years and he summarized that am no longer a COOL person

then i made another call to a friend who so frankly said: enti 3anasti.

well thank you friends, i guess this is wat friends are for.. to spit out the truth to you, disregarding any boundries of respect for feelings.

did i mention that those two friends are guys?

i could summarize my past week as hellish for the following reasons:

-- a lot of girls i know are getting engaged to a lot of rich ppl
-- a friend of mine arrived from the UK and right now am just not in the mood for entertainement.. i had 2 endure a 3 hour long 'wifes' chatting' about kids, married life and then kids again.. i had to pass my hand overy my tummy and feel its emptiness for the millionth time.. only to be shocked by the truth that i am not actually married.. :)
-- i was not invited to a fun engagement party.. not that i care much about the girl, but a lot of my friends are attending; it would have been nice to be there.
-- my boss quit; making that in itself a total disaster
-- having to go thru the stupid feeling of being unloved and totally deserted.

anyway, another hellish week to pass thru.

Dimashq